EMPTY

I would give up everything

Before I'd seperate

myself from you

After so much suffering

I finally found unvarished truth

I was all by myself

For the longest time

So cold inside

And the hurt from the heartache

Would not subside

I felt like dying

Until you saved my life

*CHORUS*

Thank God I found you

I was lost without you

My every wish and every dream

Somehow became reality

When you brought the sunlight

Completed my whole life

I'm overwhelmed with gratitude

My babay I'm so thankful

I found you

* I will give you everything

There's nothing in this world

I wouldn't do

To insure your happiness

I cherish every part of you

'Cause without you beside me

I can't survive

Don't want to try

If you're keepin me warm

Each and every night

I'll be alright

Because I need you in my life

*Repeat Chorus*

See I was so desolate

Before you came to me

Looking back i guess

It shows that we were

Destined to shine

After the rain, to appreciate

The gift of what we have

And I'd go through it all over again

To be able to feel this way

 

beberapa hari lalu baru nyelesain nonton 'Personal Taste' gw nonton karena pemerannya adalah Lee Min Ho yg di bbf super ganteng, yeah according to me.

trus setelah nonton jadi pengen punya pacar. pacar yg kayak peran Lee Min Ho di film itu. yg kalau liat cewenya langsung ke dasar mata dan senyum lembut yang ngga nahan. oh God help meeeeeeee

lalu kemudian berpikir lagi. kalau punya pacar repot juga. khawatir sana sini. belom lagi kalo ada masalah. jadi pusing, ngga bisa mikir, dan mengacaukan ritme kehidupan. lalu berpikir bahwa kondisi gw sekarang: i'm single and very happy' jadi merasa berpikir pacaran ntaran aja, gw pengen maen sepuasnya!

tapi karena filmnya happy ending jadi kepikiran. padahal kebetulan aja yg gw tonton happy ending ngga sad ending. tapi gw emang lagi ngga mood buat nonton sad movie. ato gw makin males kuliah.

trus gw iseng buka playlist 98 degrees. dulu waktu SMA sama temen-temen mikirin lagu apa yg pengen gw puter pas pernikahan ya? dan rata-rata dari 98 degrees ini atau ngga NSYNC. #labil gw juga dari lagu 98 degrees sih tapi bukan yang ini. cuma lirik yg ini kebetulan ngena sama film tadi, they said : 'THANK GOD I FOUND YOU, I WAS LOST WITHOUT YOU' 'WHEN YOU BROUGHT THE SUNLIGHT COMPLETED MY WHOLE LIFE' well yes somehow i feel empty and lonely sometimes. and also feel i'm in the wrong direction. nunggu sampe ketemu orang yang bisa membimbing gw ke arah yang benar (kayak di film ini) mungkin itu mengapa gw sering bilang gw pengen cowok yg lebih tua 5 tahun dari gw, supaya bisa mengayomi gw yg labil ini.

maaf readers, saya lagi galau.