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woke up at 8 a.m and my dad quite mad, he taught i had slept so late last night but it wasn't. My self is the one who still needs some sleep. And maybe because i'm so happy yesterday spending a whole day with my family :)

and today i have to go to hospital to visit my bestfriend's daddy. First i wanna go alone by my own car because till 9a.m my brother and my mom haven't arrived at home from Gonzaga (my brother's high school located in Pejaten) but i canceled that plan. I still afraid of driving a car alone on a highway like Pondok Indah, oh fyi the hospital named RSPI (Rumah Sakit Pondok Indah).

they arrived at 9.45 a.m and my dad still blabbering my brother because his try out so bad. when i arrive i was greeted by my two bestfriends who have come earlier. :') so glad to meet them. then going upstair by lift to vip room 4301 (woa i still remember) I still don't believe after a very long time well it was about 4 months, finally we meet at hospital. this is worse. :"( and i'm a bit sad seeing her dad is sick and thinking about my dad. we are no longer a kid, and when her dad said in his eyes we are still same still an elementary school student. hahahaa those time my tears almost drop.

suddenly i realize how many years have been passed? how many times we have gone through? we, 5 of us (including one who studies at Holland, Christanty) who meet at Church for the first time when we were about 7/8/9 years old and now we are scholars. no longer kids, no longer teens, we are almost adult. no longer cry baby no longer fooling around but not yet ready to be an adult. no matter how far we are apart no matter how long we didn't meet but we still try so hard to meet to chit chat. Guys i'm so glad i have you all. thank you for always accepting my bad attitude, my unstable mood, my lost and thanks to always be my best refuge, be the place to share and cry on everytime i feel so stress so depressed, be the place to be myself. thank you :')