maybe tomorrow.

this is it.

today is so full of badluck.

well let me turn back the time when i'm still so free in long 3months holiday.

entering ITB with a bouquet of dreams.

my heart feels so happy and full of many thoughts.

i wish i will do great things here.

than 6months pass. i pass with a good GPA, eventhough much of my times full of fooling around.

now i'm facing second smester.

i wish i would get a good score again even better.

but what i feel right now, it's too hard.

i've never felt as down as this before.

the lesson become harder and managing time become harder too.

God, sometimes i feel i want to run out from this horrible days. from all hectic things here.

but i can't.

it's just 4days to physic mid test but i don't get anything in my mind.

want to study but feels so hopeless today. i feel like i'm a jerk. totally a loser.

giving up without do any effort.

ohh~

i hate myself who easily get weak. who easily feel underpressure. who easily fall.

but i can't do anything rightnow.

maybe tomorrow after going to church i have an enlightenment.

i wish God shows me the way to encourage me.

yess. maybe tomorrow.