well, i know it will just open up a long wound.
but in my lonely time i just turn back to every step that i've done since a super long time ago.
and i do miss my old bestfriend.
hell, our friendship broken a long long time ago.
when i was still a short thinker (maybe now too), when we were still full of egoistic.
like hayley-paramore says in her ignorance song, i felt the same that time.
i was the one who ignore her. yeah she acted so bad from my point of view.
she knew that and she decided not being close to me too.
without a word without a fight or without a tears.
and then we are so far for a time and til now.
that was the end of our friendship. our innocent friendship.
hell yeah, i do love all super great times that we've done.
well my tears about come out while writting this.
i hate myself for being a stupid and egoistic that time.
unless i discussed it with her maybe we will still be a friend.
yess. stupid me. stupid me as a teenager. yess.
yeah because i was so young i can't think logically. wishing now each of my bestfriend will be not end. i love all my bestfriend now. enough 1 my bestfriend become so far now. i don't want it happen again. well being a nice person is hard ya know. and i'll try my best to be a though girl. and wish i could face my that last bestfriend with great smile. yeah. loves. :)
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