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it was ied mubarak 2 weeks holiday and i spent it at home. such a mess. i think i will spent time somewhere else because i'm really afraid i will be bored in this semester. it's all because of that short term and it's fenomenal exercise. so..

i don't know how my life recently going, i, honestly, am surrounded by not-mature-friend (age and emotionally) it means friends around me is younger than me (on their age) and mentally childish or i could say they are so sincere. and i find it difficult when i wanna talk about the haze in my heart and problematic life.

and when that time comes i really miss my old friend. they, who are such a good listener and good advisor. and i'm really glad i can meet them during this holiday. we only can talk by chat or text while we are apart. but i still thankful that we could talk by technology while i desperately need someone to talk to not just someone to blab things to.

sometimes i think, maybe, the environment like this will not make me more mature. what do you think guys?