i got it all wrong.

do you know that at the first time i have no intention to enter this college?

yess i even don't have any intention to study in Indonesia.

a whole smester my mind is full of many things about what will i do in Melbourne?

or how amazing my english will improve after i finish my bachelor degree!

or how interesting it will be spending a satnite in Melb city like all my friends who study there tell me.

or how fun that i will study either business or finance.

or how nice my job in future. being a business woman. being what they call 'esmud'

then everything is ruined when my mom still wanted me to study in Indonesia.
then it seems God also agrees to my mom, He made me passing the test.


technical engineering.
it doesn't suit me at all.
i never thought about it before. even a flash.
then i have to face all the things here with all of my effort.
i must endure everything.

but everything change today.
i think i got it all wrong.
i think being an engineer is not bad at all.
even i start thinking that engineer is a cool job.
thank you to ocean engineering.
especially after hearing a good class by a person from chevron.

being an engineer is a hard ya know.
not everyone have an ability to get this degree.
and i will be proud if i can be one of those great engineer.


yeah. i forget that God always has His own thinking, His own plan for me.
and that will be a super fantastic plan. ;)
i will walk in this path and enjoy it.
i know i'll face many difficulties. a really hard physic and calculus and programming.
but it doesn't matter anymore.
He puts me here so He knows i will survive.

and i will be. :)
being an engineer? why not?